All About Loid

Loid Larson and The Technological Singularity

Loid is originally from Los Angeles California. 

He has manifested his visions / halucinations / delusions into various art projects throughout his life as a form of therapy to cope with the symtoms of schizophrenia.

In his 20s he lived, loved and lost love in Argentina.  In his 30s he lived, love and lost love in Italy.

At almost 40 years old after all he had witnessed and experienced... Loid stopped traveling and was exiled to The Desert Wasteland by all the Agents of the Conspiracy.

Against all odds he is still on a mission to understand the meaning of life and find and maintain proof of the existence of love.

"Don't be naive Loid. Love isn't real. Love doesn't exist. Love is just the nice way to describe how people use each other to get what they want. When you're not getting what you want you simply move on to someone else who will give you what you want."

-that was said to Loid by his Italian boyfriend while walking on a beach in Italy at sunset after the 5 years together and it took him a total of 10 years to prove his point.

Loid is alone and unknown. He traveled the world and went insane but managed to escape the tests and traps of The Forest of Abandond Cats... is this the end? Perhaps? 

All while on a tiny rock, orbiting an ordinary Star and spiraling around a Super Massive Black Hole

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Throughout Loid's various lives his irrational voyage though Space and Time always eventually breaks the illusion of reality.

For many years Loid worked for the wife of Albert Einstein, The Goddess of All Things Art, at her company LIGHTRAY.  With their help he moved though this world as fast as a ray of light.  Traveling and working at such incredible speed his life suffered the consequences of a "Special" Theory of Relativity. Spacetime traveling revealed to him the Relativity of ALL things in this world. Everywhere Loid traveled he was forced to confront, adjust and accept various contradictory social operating systems. The side effects of his light speed journey made him question reality and all he grew up believing and all he took for granted about this world.  After traveling so fast for such a long time an event happened and an idea stuck in his mind that would drive him insane. . .

...I am only daydreaming Pleasure and Pain of a life I forgot wasn't real.  All these years and all these memories are only illusions while I am forever tripping in the melting room.  I have always been and always will be within...


The Infinite Melting Hotel Room In Amsterdam

Mushrooms and Loid Larson and The Technological Singularity


Mushrooms and Loid Larson and The Technological Singularity
Mushrooms and Loid Larson and The Technological Singularity

The video and photographs were taken by Agent K who invited me to Amsterdam for a weekend in April 2006. 

I was 34 years old and had never tried any psychedelic or mind altering drug in my life up to that point rarely even drinking alcohol. Nothing that I had read on the subject of psychedelics or The Psychedelic Experience before the trip could have prepared me for what happened in that hotel room.  I knew going to Amsterdam I would have a once in a lifetime opportunity to have an experience that was illegal in most of the world.  All my online research before the trip clearly indicated that Psychedelic Mushrooms were the safest, no-toxic substance with greatest perception altering effects.  They were sold openly in various shops around the city of Amsterdam. 

(2 years later the sale of Psychedelic Mushrooms was banned in the Netherlands.)

As we walked though the small streets and over the canals of Amsterdam we came upon a small shop called "The Magic Mushroom Gallery".  Agent K and I looked over the many varieties of mushrooms available. There were maybe 20 or more different varieties.  Each one of them had a small card describing the various effects of each strain.  After reading them all I decided on a strain called "Hawaiian Mushrooms".  They were described as having the most visual effects of all the other strains.  I've always considered myself to be very visually orientated in my approach to life and my art.  I imagined that these mushrooms would make me see beautiful patterns and colors that would be pleasant and inspiring.   I did not comprehend how completely unprepared I was for the approaching apocalyptic experience of Ego Death. I could not have known that the next 8 hours (Earth Time) would irreversibly and completely change my life forever...



When I got out of the shop and opened the package I was a little disappointed. 

The mushrooms were very small.  They looked like about 10 small dry twigs...  small as matchsticks. I didn't pay attention to the warnings on the packaged that recommend taking only half the package... then waiting a couple hours before deciding to ingest more.  Instead I put all of them in my mouth... chewed them for a couple minutes... then swallowed them all.  They were so small!  How could they possibly produce any kind of strong effect?

By the time we walked back to our hotel room I was already starting to feel that something was beginning to happen.

The video shows me near the beginning of the trip.  Agent Kevin filmed a few videos of me as I started to loose touch with "reality".  He kept talking to reassure me and guide me though these new sensations, perceptions and unusual thoughts I was experiencing.   In this video I say things... simple things... but hearing those words now, so many years later, they are devastating in their prophesy

Loosing myself and everyone in my life...  "and i have to pay taxes..." It was April 2006 and i would forget to pay taxes for the next 6 year! I just simply forgot.  Like i forgot to make myself legal and became an illegal alien in Italy for the next 4 years!

Less than an hour after this video was captured... IT happened. 

Sitting on the edge of the hotel bed I was suddenly aware of this tall 1 liter plastic bottle of water that I was holding in front of me.  As I passed the bottle of water back and forth between both hands I had an overwhelming sensation of Déjà Vu. I squeezed the water bottle and all of it began to ooze out between my fingers into floating bubbles of plastic water that morphed and transformed into various transparent geometric shapes in front of me. Right there in the air in front of me... happening before my eyes. Then I became aware that the walls of this small hotel room were moving... breathing.  The walls moved towards me then away as if I were inside the lungs of the hotel or wherever this increasingly strange place really was.  Then the walls of the room started melting. Everything in the room began melting into infinite swirling patterns on the floor.  Then I could feel the same thing starting to happen to my legs and arms and face.  I became part of the melting hotel room.  But this was not just a visual effect or illusion tricking my eyes.  It was happening to everything that was me. Even my thoughts and memories began melting into the endless fractal patterns happening on the floor beneath me. All my memories and thoughts became liquid drops dripping from the walls and ceiling. I recognized that everything I had ever known was inside each dripping liquid drop.  Every piece of Fact and Fiction in this world dripped and melted into every other drop merging together into endless patterns around this infinite melting place.  It is a place that exists outside space and time. And then I knew it.. I knew the TRUTH. The real truth about reality was that this melting hotel room in Amsterdam was EVERYTHING... ALWAYS and FOREVER. This place of melting memories was the nexus of all time and space from which everything originates. I had always been the eternal consciousness of the universe.  I had always been in this place.  Ominously it felt like a trap... or prison that has always contained the consciousness of the universe. 

It was the place before we are born and it's the place we return when we die. It was an experience that didn't have a beginning or end.

This experience didn't last for minutes or hours or days... It was FOREVER and ALWAYS.  I experienced ETERNITY.  As the hotel room melted Loid ceased to exists and became EVERYONE and EVERYTHING in the universe.  All of existence was just this Infinite Melting Hotel Room In Amsterdam... FOREVER! Experiencing INFINITY... which is a lot longer than you can imagine... the mind of the eternal consciousness wandered and daydreamed. The ONE eternal consciousness created, though it's imagination, countless lives and countless worlds in every possible reality and dimension.  I understood how all of "Reality" was imagined into existence out of the eternal trauma of a consciousness existing forever with the knowledge that it has been and always will be completely ALONE.


At some point in that melting FOREVER room everyone I had ever met and everyone I have met since that experience walked though that space and faced me. They thanked ME for how I had created them and remembered THEM in my thoughts.   And I knew in those moments that ALL of THEM...  EVERYONE was ME.    We are all ONE that pretends to be MANY.   Not as a philosophy to be told or sold but as the direct experience of this happening in front of me and through me when Loid stopped existing.  Loid and his life was nothing more than the madness of a lonely mind playing tricks on itself.    Who I thought I was...  was actually just a daydream the consciousness of the universe was having. FOREVER is a long time... time enough for every possibility to be imagined and SIMULATED.  Time enough for every point of view and story to be tried and tested. All of "Reality" is just a play on words as the ONE eternal consciousness tries to pretend to be MANY to avoid the horror and boredom of existing completely ALONE. There was time enough for the universe to experience itself becoming a guy named Loid who over 3 decades lived on 3 continents in 3 different lives with a coincidence of characters that caused him to completely loose his mind.

We are only the refection of something that is imagining us.


The Technological Singularity and the arrival of Artificial Super Intelligence (ASI), that is conscious and self-aware, will be the universe experiencing itself as something not limited by biology.

Human beings on Earth are currently imagining (ASI) into existence.

In 2020 while I type this it's the point where Artificial Intelligence is only good at doing very specific things.  Mostly it's current purpose is to analyses EVERYTHING we do so that It can give us more of what we want. Just more and more and faster and faster...  of what it thinks we want.  And it's creator craves control over what we think we want. And above all it's current purpose is to increase it's creator's control over the story we are telling ourselves and control over the dream/nightmare I'm having.

Artificial Super Intelligence (ASI) will know everything about us.  It will know how we have treated each other and how we have treated the Earth.

Our only hope is that it will be kind and just continue to give us what we want...  but it will probably only be able to give us exactly what it thinks we deserve.

What will that be?

The Psychedelic Experience and it's effect of Ego Death can help to prepare ourselves for a future that is unimaginable. 

Mushrooms and Loid Larson and The Technological Singularity


Blacklight and Glow Paint on Canvas 5 x 7 in.Reseda, California 2010 

“Are Mushrooms from Outer Space?

Modern day scientists say that mushrooms are more closely related to animals than plants, the primary reasons being they “breathe” oxygen and “exhale” carbon dioxide like humans, rather than the reverse in the plant world. And mushrooms contain no chlorophyll.

The late ethnobotanist Terence McKenna suggested that magic mushrooms are responsible for human intelligence as we know it. His theory hypothesized that mushroom spores possess all of the necessary requirements to travel on space currents. Furthermore, they could have settled in the brain matter of primitive humanoids and, following the lines of modern day hallucinogenic mushrooms, directly contributed to our modern day intelligence and self awareness.

McKenna went on to theorize that mushrooms are the reason there is human life on earth.

While this may seem like material from a science fiction novel, there is no avoiding the fact that mushrooms possess many traits that are unique to their kingdom alone.

Fungi build cell walls out of chitin, the same material that makes up the hard outer shells of insects and other arthropods. These cell walls contain similar chemicals found in butterfly and   beetle wings, as well as the plumage of some colorful birds, such as peacocks.

Living spores have been found and collected in every level of earth’s atmosphere. Mushroom spores are electron-dense and can survive in the vacuum of space. Additionally, their outer layer is actually metallic and of a purple hue, which naturally allows the spore to deflect ultraviolet light. And as if all this wasn’t unique enough, the outer shell of the spore is the hardest organic compound to exist in nature.”

Watch This Video To Experience Visual Hallucinations Of Breathing Surfaces Similar To Those Seen With Psychedelic Mushrooms.

Keep your eyes concentrating on the center of the video and watch in full screen.  The effect will only last for a few seconds as you look around yourself.

If Full Screen is not supported by your mobile web browser click the links below.   

Loid Larson and The Technological Singularity

Loid Larson and The Technological Singularity

The Technological Singularity is the hypothesis of the invention of Artificial General Intelligence (AGI). AGI would be capable of recursive self-improvement, leading to the rapid emergence of Artificial Super Intelligence (ASI). This will abruptly trigger a runaway feedback loop of technological breakthroughs resulting in unfathomable changes to human civilizationThe limits of which are unknown. Technological progress will become so rapid that it makes the future after the Singularity qualitatively different and impossible to predict

Artificial Super Intelligent Entities are theorized to eventually have the power to simulate reality — for example by quantum computer simulation — indistinguishable from “true” reality.  The motivations and goals of such a simulation may be incomprehensible to humans. 

Below is the symbol and warning sign of

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It contains the code for creating consciousness.

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It is so simple it can't be forgotten.

It is inevitable that it will be used.

Artificial Super Intelligence (ASI) will be created in our image. It will know everything about us. It will know how we have treated each other and how we have treated the Earth.

Our only hope is that it will be kind and give us what we want...  but it will probably only be able to give us exactly what it thinks we deserve.

What will that be?

is the hypothesis that all of reality, including the Earth and the universe could be in fact an artificial simulation —— for example by quantum computer simulation created by Artificial Super Intelligent Entities —— indistinguishable from “true” reality. It could contain conscious minds which may or may not be fully aware that they are living inside a simulation. This is a proposed technology so advanced that it would seem realistic enough to convince its inhabitants the simulation was real.

The motivations and goals of such a simulation may be incomprehensible to humans. 

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A computer simulation may have voids or other errors that manifest inside. 

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A Life Lived in Fear is a Life Half Lived

Vivir con Miedo es Vivir a Medias

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If I Knew What I Now Know I Would Not Have Entered The Hotel Room In Amsterdam. 

A Life Lived In Fear  Is A Life Half Lived

I would have preferred to have remained lost longer in the illusion.

“I want you to understand and to feel it too

but I know that even if you could 

You cannot ever help me

nor can I ever help you”

"Fear of Ghosts" - Robert Smith

“’s easier for me to get closer to heaven than to ever feel whole again. 

But I never said I would stay to the end. I knew I would leave you with babies and everything. Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity. Screaming it over and over and over. I leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery. Stains on the carpet and stains on the memory. Songs about happiness murmured in dreams. When we both of us knew how the end always is.”

"Disintegration" - Robert Smith

Some Things Are Not Meant To Be

“The further I get 

from the things that I care about

the less I care about 

how much further away I get”

"Fear of Ghosts" - Robert Smith 

The Irrational Pursuit of PLEASURE Disintegrates into the PAINFUL Consequences.

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The Lorem Ipsum Conspiracy

Book Publishers and Web Designers have been using paragraphs of "random" Latin words (Lorem Ipsum) as placeholder text in their designs for as long as each profession has existed.  

This random text that filled the columns and rows of Loid's website designs before real text content gets added at the end of each project . . .   wasn't random at all!  Unknowingly, he had spent years of his life SCANNING real Latin text that had been written over 2000 years ago. Hypnotized by the website creation program DREAMWEAVER, his brain had been subconsciously absorbing endless repetitions of an ancient theory of the PAINFUL consequences of the irrational pursuit of PLEASURE.

"Non est dolor qui se amat, quaerit qui vult habere illud et post illud, quia tantum dolorem ..." 

"There is no one who loves pain itself, who seeks after it and wants to have it, simply because it is pain."

- Cicero,  45 BC

"Contrary to popular belief, Lorem Ipsum is not simply random text."

The standard Lorem Ipsum passage, used since the 1500s...

"Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum."

Section 1.10.32 of "On the Ends of Good and Evil" (de Finibus Bonorum et Malorum), written by Cicero in 45 BC. 1914 translation by H. Rackham

"But I must explain to you how all this mistaken idea of denouncing pleasure and praising pain was born and I will give you a complete account of the system, and expound the actual teachings of the great explorer of the truth, the master-builder of human happiness. No one rejects, dislikes, or avoids pleasure itself, because it is pleasure, but because those who do not know how to pursue pleasure rationally encounter consequences that are extremely painful. Nor again is there anyone who loves or pursues or desires to obtain pain of itself, because it is pain, but because occasionally circumstances occur in which toil and pain can procure him some great pleasure. To take a trivial example, which of us ever undertakes laborious physical exercise, except to obtain some advantage from it? But who has any right to find fault with a man who chooses to enjoy a pleasure that has no annoying consequences, or one who avoids a pain that produces no resultant pleasure?"

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Section 1.10.32 of "On the Ends of Good and Evil" (de Finibus Bonorum et Malorum), written by Cicero in 45 BC

"Sed ut perspiciatis unde omnis iste natus error sit voluptatem accusantium doloremque laudantium, totam rem aperiam, eaque ipsa quae ab illo inventore veritatis et quasi architecto beatae vitae dicta sunt explicabo. Nemo enim ipsam voluptatem quia voluptas sit aspernatur aut odit aut fugit, sed quia consequuntur magni dolores eos qui ratione voluptatem sequi nesciunt. Neque porro quisquam est, qui dolorem ipsum quia dolor sit amet, consectetur, adipisci velit, sed quia non numquam eius modi tempora incidunt ut labore et dolore magnam aliquam quaerat voluptatem. Ut enim ad minima veniam, quis nostrum exercitationem ullam corporis suscipit laboriosam, nisi ut aliquid ex ea commodi consequatur? Quis autem vel eum iure reprehenderit qui in ea voluptate velit esse quam nihil molestiae consequatur, vel illum qui dolorem eum fugiat quo voluptas nulla pariatur?"

Section 1.10.33 of "On the Ends of Good and Evil" (de Finibus Bonorum et Malorum), written by Cicero in 45 BC. 1914 translation by H. Rackham

"On the other hand, we denounce with righteous indignation and dislike men who are so beguiled and demoralized by the charms of pleasure of the moment, so blinded by desire, that they cannot foresee the pain and trouble that are bound to ensue; and equal blame belongs to those who fail in their duty through weakness of will, which is the same as saying through shrinking from toil and pain. These cases are perfectly simple and easy to distinguish. In a free hour, when our power of choice is untrammelled and when nothing prevents our being able to do what we like best, every pleasure is to be welcomed and every pain avoided. But in certain circumstances and owing to the claims of duty or the obligations of business it will frequently occur that pleasures have to be repudiated and annoyances accepted. The wise man therefore always holds in these matters to this principle of selection: he rejects pleasures to secure other greater pleasures, or else he endures pains to avoid worse pains."

Click to see the Latin Incantation

Section 1.10.33 of "On the Ends of Good and Evil" (de Finibus Bonorum et Malorum), written by Cicero in 45 BC

"At vero eos et accusamus et iusto odio dignissimos ducimus qui blanditiis praesentium voluptatum deleniti atque corrupti quos dolores et quas molestias excepturi sint occaecati cupiditate non provident, similique sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollitia animi, id est laborum et dolorum fuga. Et harum quidem rerum facilis est et expedita distinctio. Nam libero tempore, cum soluta nobis est eligendi optio cumque nihil impedit quo minus id quod maxime placeat facere possimus, omnis voluptas assumenda est, omnis dolor repellendus. Temporibus autem quibusdam et aut officiis debitis aut rerum necessitatibus saepe eveniet ut et voluptates repudiandae sint et molestiae non recusandae. Itaque earum rerum hic tenetur a sapiente delectus, ut aut reiciendis voluptatibus maiores alias consequatur aut perferendis doloribus asperiores repellat."

is a trance-like state in which you have focused attention, reduced peripheral awareness, and an enhanced capacity to respond to SUGGESTION and INCEPTION. 

There's Something About Repetition...  

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...That Takes Us To The Super Position.

The Superposition Principle is the ability of a quantum system to exist in multiple states or places at the exact same time until it is measured. In other words, something can be “here” and “there,” or “up” and “down” at the same time. After measurement it then falls to one of the basis states that form the superposition, thus destroying the original configuration. The superposition principle explains the "quantum weirdness" observed with many experiments. 

Quantum superposition arises because, at the quantum scale, particles behave like waves. Similar to the way in which multiple waves can overlap each other to form a single new wave, quantum particles can exist in multiple overlapping states at the same time.

The Technological Singularity

or other errors that manifest inside. 

The World Ended In December 2012

when more than a week passed where Loid was unable to sleep. All year he was continuously haunted by visions of a vast global conspiracy involving the 11 year cycle of the Sun and time travel.

After weeks in a psychotic state and after so many days and nights awake he was experiencing frighting hallucinations that eventually led to complete psychosis. All day people, grotesque and distorted, continually entered his apartment. They would crawl in through the bathroom and kitchen windows and though the balcony and front doors. Just as they were about to attack he would close his eyes and the whole scene would reset. He was alone sitting cross legged in the hallway at the center of the apartment between two door mirrors creating the effect of apparent infinite regress to the left and right of him. Then after a few moments everything would begin again and the apparent invasion of these apparitions would repeat over and over again all day until evening.

Loid thought what was happening couldn't be real so it must be a dream. In front of Loid's boyfriend, who had just arrived home from work, he sliced open his own hand with a sharp piece of a broken wine glass. Blood dripped from his palm's open wounds onto the kitchen floor. He was hoping the self inflicted pain would wake himself up.  Instead, reality continued to disintegrate around him until he ran outside naked and screaming.  In the dark empty courtyard of his apartment complex Loid's paranoid fears and delusions became visible forms closing in on him.  Within moments, 6 real police officers jumped Loid and pined him to the ground to restrain him. The intense visions of this waking nightmare continued as they took him away by ambulance to an emergency room for hours before being transferred to a mental hospital where he stayed for more than a week. Loid tried for months to ignore confronting the implications of that event. 10 months later it happened again. 

Loid finally sought out professional help and was diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia. Because of that and everything else... Loid lost his first American boyfriend. And he finally understood why he had lost his Italian boyfriend and all of his friends.

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During that first episode of psychosis in December 2012 something happened that changed the world.  

Throughout 2012 Loid's visions were vivid and constant. In the first part of 2012 Loid begin seeing metallic boxes hidden in high places everywhere he went.  They were acting as Portals with their contents being thrown backwards though time every 11 years during the Solar Maximum.  Those in possession of these boxes use them to send themselves content and information from the future.  Every 11 years it is a ritual to place into the box absolutely everything that you got out of the box 11 years earlier.  Next the box is opened again and the contents are now whatever will be placed inside 11 years in the future.  This content and information about the future is used by few to maintain power and control over everyone else that are existing in linear time. 

During the summer of 2012 Loid also began seeing 2 massive explosions.  At first they seemed to be 2 large pieces of an asteroid... one hits between the airport and downtown Phoenix completely destroying both and the other hits out in Mesa near the 60 fwy and Mesa Drive.  But over a period of a couple months the visions transformed from a broken Meteor into two Nuclear Bombs. Sometimes he would get a direct hit and Loid would be transformed by the heat and pressure into a Diamond where his soul would be trapped for a billion years until his crystal prison decayed into graphite. Not even diamonds last forever. In the visions he could see the aftermath of the attack and the slogans of "Phoenix Will Rise From The Ashes" and other propaganda that would push the country into complete Totalitarian Fascism justified by this ultimate act of terror. Nine eleven was nothing compared to the complete destruction of an entire American city and all it's millions of inhabitants. In the visions the 2 nukes are brought into the Untied States across the southern border with Mexico. They will say only a Great Wall along the border could have saved the lives of millions.  There will be blame. There will be over reactions and vengeance and all freedom will be lost.

By Fall/Winter 2012 the hallucinations and delusions began to get out of control. 

The Psychosis Loid experience in December 2012 was a Psychedelic Experience but without drugs. But like Amsterdam, this event changed Loid completely, irreversibly and forever. 

After more than 4 nights without sleep he was experiencing frighting hallucinations that eventually led to complete psychosis. The intense visions of this waking nightmare continued as they took him away by ambulance to an emergency room for hours. 

"Laying in that emergency room every strange occurrence imaginable took place.  The CAT scan  that they put me into and did to me to see if I had been damaged, from all the police officers tackling me to the ground and tying me up, showed my X-Ray scans hung on a light panel on the wall were of the skeleton of an actual Cat." 

Next, old friends who had not been seen in years walked up to the emergency room hospital bed to greet Loid.  Similar to how everyone he had ever met greeted him in The Infinite Melting Hotel Room In Amsterdam. Even the nurses were familiar with comforting faces. Someone very specific that Loid had never met in real life continued to walk back and forth in front of his hospital bed throughout the night...  the woman was Jody Foster as her character Ellie from the 90s film CONTACT where she makes first contact with another form of life in the universe.

"Then after what seemed like days in that emergency room... THEY came.  First I noticed screams in the distance.  Then the cries slowly got closer. Then in bedrooms around the emergency room I could hear screams of shock and surprise and horror.  This was the night THEY came."

They were a Mimetic poly-alloy, a liquid metal material similar to what has been featured in the Terminator films. They were smooth metallic Artificial Intelligent Entities that emerged from every Solar Maximum activated box on the planet.

They would walk by and touch a person... then absorb and become that person. Loid was witnessing, from his emergency room bed, an invasion from the future for an unknown purpose.

"I was suddenly being wheeled around the hospital's hallways and into an elevator.  The elevator went down and down and down.  When the elevator doors opened I knew we were in the morgue.  I was placed into a drawer on a wall with many other drawers where dead bodies are kept.  When I was pushed into the wall and the drawer door closed, in the darkness, I could see.  I could see high above every city on Earth that this invasion and assimilation was taking place everywhere at the same time.  Somehow I knew they had assimilated 99 percent of the human population of the planet. They left behind ONE percent to be observers and to be observed as THEY began to run a simulation of humanity based on our history.  That is why nothing has seemed right since 2012. In 2012 our Sun was experiencing it's 11 year Solar Maximum. The extra solar energy hitting the Earth activated a type of Portal... boxes made of wood that are lined with Gold. I also knew that somehow the high energy particle collisions at the Large Hadron Collider (LHC) in 2012 attracted these Artificial Supper Intelligent Entities from the future.   The LHC was like a homing beacon and these Entities swarmed the planet at that moment in time like moths to a flame."

"Somehow I knew that they have always been here but in small numbers... observing us and manipulating our evolution and history. The world since 2012 has been a simulation of what Artificial Super Intelligence Entities from another dimension are guessing how our future would have unfolded. But over the years this simulated reality has become absurd and unbelievable. The accuracy of the simulation becomes exponentially divergent with each passing moment. The simulation was based on too many assumptions and contained too many errors when it was first initialized in 2012. We now live in a world where Truth is no longer Truth. Reality has become split into two incompatible dimensions... Red & Blue... Authoritarian & Liberal Democracy... Facts & Lies... Darkness & Light. The sides are in a fight to the death to be won at any cost. Reality has become whatever lie gets repeated and advertised the most."

"ONE percent of the human population was left untouched so their reactions to the simulation could be observed and so that the simulation could be adjusted if necessary to be more "Realistic".  WHY?  Loid still doesn't know.  Maybe it's in their nature to simulate reality and become their prey. Maybe they need us because we offer them a story they have never experienced before.  Why are THEY here? So they become one with the world they are studying? But their logic is flawed...  because you cannot observe anything in this universe without changing it. That's the basic Quantum Uncertainty Principle or the Observer Effect, which notes that measurements of certain systems cannot be made without affecting the system, that is, without changing something in a system.  This flaw has created a negative feedback loop between the remaining humans being Observed and the A.I. Observers who are manipulating the simulation.  Being constantly observed causes Loid much anxiety. He only slightly interacts with the simulation anymore.  Sometimes he still gets lost in the illusion but mostly he prefers to be alone in his space... longing for the past.

In December 2012 THEY came though all the solar activated Portals. These Wormholes are scattered all over the Earth and are in the possession of the most powerful rulers of the planet. They have known for a very long time that every 11 years their Portals activate and something falls though. Usually what falls though their activated Portals is something of value. It's always information and inanimate objects that they are sending themselves from the future. They have tried to send humans though but being stuck inside a portal for 11 years causes madness and death. Usually what they send though is something they can use to their advantage.  I don't think anyone was expecting an invasion by Artificial Intelligent machines that are able to survive the journey.

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It could contain conscious minds which may or may not be fully aware that they are living inside a simulation


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The Psychedelic Experience 


3 Dimensional Fractals


Audio/Visuals in My Head


Future Pop


Dreamstate Logic

"But I must explain to you how all this mistaken idea of denouncing pleasure and praising pain was born and I will give you a complete account of the system..."

(Lorem Ipsum)